is when I start cleaning I only find myself experimenting on an idea I had LOL and then it becomes a bigger mess. Creating is just so much fun I can truly find a very peaceful and fun time and of course with music too.
People ask me how do I keep the inspiration and motivation going? I remember so clearly when I use to think that with everyone too. It seemed to me everyone was creating but me and I kinda felt even more down with myself. Until a friend of mine said to me. Why was I so focused on everyone creating? I said because thats where I want to be and don't know how to get myself there. She said stop seeing everyone is creating and I wasn't because there's a hidden thought in that perception I was holding with myself. I was doing something wrong! Wow did someone turn the light on..LOL Thats why I kinda felt down with myself. It didn't have anything to do with others creating. Thats a good thing. It was the other because I wasn't doing it and I felt something was so wrong with myself for not feeling I could. We came here to live life, explore all, learn, know what we want and don't through experiences of choices. When we are disconnected with a thought of who we are not. and anyone can figure that out. Its anything that doesn't feel good. Then we live in lack of not being or doing what does feel good. I no longer experience it like that anymore. Oh, Im like everyone else I have my days too but I no longer stay there for long because I have learned how to practice on just feeling good even when I don't.
So if any of you fall in this little story of my life LOL see where you may hold a thought of yourself to why your not sculpting. No one is stopping you we only stop our self and we put excuses that everything and everyone keeps us from not being able to. Well that all falls into just lack of feeling good.
I love you all and I think I will start my day. Its going to be gorgeous. And how can I say that and feel it? Because I love myself as Im writing this to all of you here.
hugs
People ask me how do I keep the inspiration and motivation going? I remember so clearly when I use to think that with everyone too. It seemed to me everyone was creating but me and I kinda felt even more down with myself. Until a friend of mine said to me. Why was I so focused on everyone creating? I said because thats where I want to be and don't know how to get myself there. She said stop seeing everyone is creating and I wasn't because there's a hidden thought in that perception I was holding with myself. I was doing something wrong! Wow did someone turn the light on..LOL Thats why I kinda felt down with myself. It didn't have anything to do with others creating. Thats a good thing. It was the other because I wasn't doing it and I felt something was so wrong with myself for not feeling I could. We came here to live life, explore all, learn, know what we want and don't through experiences of choices. When we are disconnected with a thought of who we are not. and anyone can figure that out. Its anything that doesn't feel good. Then we live in lack of not being or doing what does feel good. I no longer experience it like that anymore. Oh, Im like everyone else I have my days too but I no longer stay there for long because I have learned how to practice on just feeling good even when I don't.
So if any of you fall in this little story of my life LOL see where you may hold a thought of yourself to why your not sculpting. No one is stopping you we only stop our self and we put excuses that everything and everyone keeps us from not being able to. Well that all falls into just lack of feeling good.
I love you all and I think I will start my day. Its going to be gorgeous. And how can I say that and feel it? Because I love myself as Im writing this to all of you here.
hugs