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is when I start cleaning I only find myself experimenting on an idea I had LOL and then it becomes a bigger mess. Creating is just so much fun I can truly find a very peaceful and fun time and of course with music too.
People ask me how do I keep the inspiration and motivation going? I remember so clearly when I use to think that with everyone too. It seemed to me everyone was creating but me and I kinda felt even more down with myself. Until a friend of mine said to me. Why was I so focused on everyone creating? I said because thats where I want to be and don't know how to get myself there. She said stop seeing everyone is creating and I wasn't because there's a hidden thought in that perception I was holding with myself. I was doing something wrong! Wow did someone turn the light on..LOL Thats why I kinda felt down with myself. It didn't have anything to do with others creating. Thats a good thing. It was the other because I wasn't doing it and I felt something was so wrong with myself for not feeling I could. We came here to live life, explore all, learn, know what we want and don't through experiences of choices. When we are disconnected with a thought of who we are not. and anyone can figure that out. Its anything that doesn't feel good. Then we live in lack of not being or doing what does feel good. I no longer experience it like that anymore. Oh, Im like everyone else I have my days too but I no longer stay there for long because I have learned how to practice on just feeling good even when I don't.
So if any of you fall in this little story of my life LOL see where you may hold a thought of yourself to why your not sculpting. No one is stopping you we only stop our self and we put excuses that everything and everyone keeps us from not being able to. Well that all falls into just lack of feeling good.
I love you all and I think I will start my day. Its going to be gorgeous. And how can I say that and feel it? Because I love myself as Im writing this to all of you here.
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People ask me how do I keep the inspiration and motivation going? I remember so clearly when I use to think that with everyone too. It seemed to me everyone was creating but me and I kinda felt even more down with myself. Until a friend of mine said to me. Why was I so focused on everyone creating? I said because thats where I want to be and don't know how to get myself there. She said stop seeing everyone is creating and I wasn't because there's a hidden thought in that perception I was holding with myself. I was doing something wrong! Wow did someone turn the light on..LOL Thats why I kinda felt down with myself. It didn't have anything to do with others creating. Thats a good thing. It was the other because I wasn't doing it and I felt something was so wrong with myself for not feeling I could. We came here to live life, explore all, learn, know what we want and don't through experiences of choices. When we are disconnected with a thought of who we are not. and anyone can figure that out. Its anything that doesn't feel good. Then we live in lack of not being or doing what does feel good. I no longer experience it like that anymore. Oh, Im like everyone else I have my days too but I no longer stay there for long because I have learned how to practice on just feeling good even when I don't.
So if any of you fall in this little story of my life LOL see where you may hold a thought of yourself to why your not sculpting. No one is stopping you we only stop our self and we put excuses that everything and everyone keeps us from not being able to. Well that all falls into just lack of feeling good.
I love you all and I think I will start my day. Its going to be gorgeous. And how can I say that and feel it? Because I love myself as Im writing this to all of you here.
hugs
I also have long periods of not sculpting so many reasons one is I get to a place where I am afraid I will ruin what I have so far and other times I get ought up and think I don't have time but the truth is I don't feel inspired and I have to say you do inspire me to get going again I want to try a BJD using the wax armature and your so right I hold myself back sure don't understand why. Right now I am helping a lady in my building get her apt uncluttered and my daughter is helping with getting new furniture and putting it together It is a large undertaking but it has helped me get the desire I need to create again sometimes taking ones mind off of themselves works wonders for the desire to again to things we so need to do and that is to create I have lost a lot of ability in my hands to work right for me and I am only 74 so I believe I must get back to the sculpting that I love because creating a new piece of whatever it may be lifts ones spirits hugs
ReplyDeleteDon't ever feel your alone because I myself can feel that way too. There's the I will do something wrong and yes we all can feel that way at times. But for sure it will only hold us back from just feeling good. I always say to myself now what am I fearing because there is nothing here. So what if I mess something up and maybe don't like it. But if we don't ever try lets say a recipe then we will never make it to enjoy. So we follow a recipe and we taste it and see sometimes we would make some changes. Hmmmm did we mess up? No we only stepped out and experience something and felt good and even better because the next one made will be better. Love you Diana hugs
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